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Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
I thought of you and where you'd gone
and let the world spin madly on
Everything that I said I'd do
Like make the world brand new
And take the time for you
I just got lost and slept right through the dawn
And the world spins madly on
I let the day go by
I always say goodbye
I watch the stars from my window sill
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still
Woke up and wished that I was dead
With an aching in my head
I lay motionless in bed
The night is here and the day is gone
And the world spins madly on
I thought of you and where you'd gone
And the world spins madly on.
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| So I am pretty sure that xanga is dead. As only recieve a few subcriptions. As of lately I have been writing in a physical journal that I bought. I have tons of amazing things I could tell you right now about what Gods been doing, but I would much rather tell you in person than on here. So ask, and we shall share. None the less, I have but one prayer request...as of lately some old memories have been haunting me... and I can't make them disappear....they tend to hurt my heart and they shall only grow worse as the summer draws near...so please pray that God will distact me with things in his will. So I don't become selfish. I love you all. |
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| ... But I am of the flesh, sold under sin. I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate... I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out... For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I keep doing... Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I who does it, but the sin that dwells within me... OH, wretched man that I am... who will deliver me from this body of death?? Thanks be to God... For I myself serve the law of God with my mind, but with my flesh I serve the law of sin... |
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| So as I sat here and started thinking with a little good music flowing through the background I beagn to let my mind wonder to God and his nearness to us...
It seems lately as I watch my life and the lives of the people around me I figured out that the rain falls on the righteous and un- righteous...and something else I see as that it not only rains it pours....
Then I began to think about how the down pours of life saturate us with Gods faithfulness. Now, think with me for a second...can you name one time in your life when God wasn't faithful to you...?
I didn't think so.
Now, if we believe that God is faithful, and we believe that he will never leave us or forsake us why do we run so far from him? It makes no sense to me why we as hummans run straight out of the arms of love into the literal depths of hell before God literally has to reach down and pull us out right when we think life as we know it has now become unberable.
When life is perfect we let God often sit by the wayside...but when we hurt its suddenly lal his fault and we are searching for him when he has been there all along...
my friends...thats where the HOPE falls into place. He is always there...not how matter we may run...no matter how awful are sin is...God is there and he welcomes us home right back into that loving embrace. And the greatest part...Love keeps no reccords of wrong.
And when the rain comes...those loving arms are holding close remebering nothing but how much he loves us and waits for us to surrender so he can heal our borken hearts...
How great is our God.....that he would send his only son to die...that we could live!
" But I call this to mind and therefore I have hope: The steadfast love of the Lord NEVER ceases, his mercies never come to and end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. The Lord is my portion, therefore I will HOPE in him. The Lord is good to those who hope in him...to the soul who seeks him..."
Lamentations 2:21-25 |
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